2025: the best worst year of my life

tldr: love beats hate, always

Prices are rising, war is looming, trans people (me) are under attack, evil people are running our country with open corruption. Objectively, this is has been a horrible year for anyone who enjoys freedom. It's like 1984 is being used as how-to manual for running a country. We're on our way to inventing the Torment Nexus from the series "Don't Invent The Torment Nexus". But... I'm still here. I'm still alive. I still go to work. I watch TV shows and play video games in my free time. I make art. I love. And I plan to continue.

I hit up a few conventions this year: Harmonycon, Texas Furry Fiesta, Texas Furry Siesta, StratosFur, Tails and Tornadoes Fur Con. I visited the MeowWolf in both Dallas and Houston. I finally got to see My Chemical Romance live. I also got to see The Used again. Both were amazing. I went to Scarborough Renaissance Festival and Texas Renaissance Festival. Yes, I dressed up for both. I ALWAYS dress up. I read over 30 books this year. I've made quite a few crochet PLUSHIES. I bought my. girlfriend a guitar and she's been learning how to play (quickly!). I played many hours of D&D and finally got to meet to people I've been playing with for over 2 years online... in person! They were all very nice and apparently we get more chaotic when around each other irl. I got a Switch 2 and it currently says I've played 215 hours of Hello Kitty Island Adventure. I got an SSD for my computer so it'll run much faster and with that I'm now dual booting Linux Mint (very proud). I moved to a new work location (same work) and I'm much happier here, I get along with my new coworkers much better. I've also been trying to make new friends pretty constantly. Wow, that's a lot. But to me, that's the little stuff. Though that doesn't make it unimportant.

The real highlights of my year were two major events.
1. I proposed to my girlfriend at a furry convention and she said YES!
2. I got top surgery! Bye bye titties!

Two major things? That's it? Yeah. That's it. The little things are so important, I try not to forget them. But even if all that happened was these two major events, I'd still call this a good year. I'm finally happy with my body and I have solid plans to marry my best friend (who happens to also be the most beautiful girl in the whole world). I have made plans to live and keep on living. I have done things that clearly say that I want to continue my life. Once upon a time, such a thing was beyond me. I never thought I'd see 20, much less 34! I'm glad I kept going. My 30s have been amazing. I know they will continue to be so.

The world can go to hell, so long as I have my wife by my side, I know we can face anything together. With her, I fear nothing. You can take everything from me, but you can't take our love for each other. Love will always best hate. So looking back at 2025, I barely see the awful things that have happened. I'm sorry, but it's true. All I can see is the love, because I'm so absolutely full of it, it's overflowing. *explodes with love all over your screen*